I come from

 

I come from

Confederate flags on the back of jacked up truck beds
Hunting rifle in the rear window

Bumper sticker that says ‘Try and take it from me’

I come from bible school study is illegal, so walk 50 yards to the one room trailer off the school property and teach the word of Jesus Christ

AMEN

I come from women wearing sin sifters over buns of uncut hair
No pants wearing, no make up wearing, no swearing, no sex (before marriage)

Man knows the word of God, so women can know it through the man’s word

Horse and buggy drops plops down two lane highways with orange double lines that curve around Blue Ridge Mountains

I come from the smog of the Ohio Valley, acid rain, acid rain

Mountaintop removal coal mines replaced by wind turbines

Corn fields and forests for miles, rotten roots,

We fracked the hell outta that riverbed and only turned up stone

Damnation, Contamination, it’s our right
we own this property,
it was empty when we claimed it

Old sofas, old refrigerators, go out the front door to the porch, and topless toilet bowls become planters for pansies and chrysanthemums

Apple orchards harvested by people without papers

Confederate flag on the front lawn waving proud, hung in a tree

In your face racist
Proud to be an American

It takes exactly two generations to forget where you come from

If forgetting is what you are told to do

I know exactly where I come from. I am the third generation.

I was born in the living room of a cabin made out of materials salvaged from a fallen down schoolhouse

Made by my father and his two brothers and all their wives. The wives aren’t listed on the property deed, even in this generation.

They read a book on how to build a house, and taught themselves carpentry as they reconstructed the old school house into a one room cabin with a loft

The only new things in this place are the once round logs cut into planks nailed over the tar paper and the toxic pink cotton candy insulation.

You can’t hang art in double matted frames on walls made of half rounds

I come from weed smoking, too young to be a beatnik, right on time to be a radical

Thinker

Intellectualizing draft dodging, time to get out of the city and back to the land kind of people

Dad says to me, we never considered what it might be for you to be raised in the bible belt

We had no bible on the bookshelves at home, but Dad wore a working man’s tool belt

Dad bought Mom an anthology of art deco artists or impressionists painters everytime he lost his temper

So we had shelves and shelves of art books.

My favorite painter is Georgia O'keeffe, every new year Mom would buy me a calendar of her paintings a new image every month, every year, until I left home.


Chloë Rain

Chloë Rain is a Spiritual Guide whose work is deeply rooted in the initiatory cycles of nature. She has more than fifteen years of ceremonial practice within two traditional medicine lineages, as well as having completed graduate research while living above the Arctic Circle exploring the sacred landscape of Sápmi through a Masters degree in Indigenous Studies.

Through her writing and body of work she hopes to inspire more people to listen to their soul’s calling, and cause them to look a little closer at themselves, at the natural environment that surrounds them, and at other people and our beliefs of separation, race, culture, and religion.

She offers one-to-one spiritual direction for those navigating life transitions and deep personal spiritual inquiry.


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